Post by R.R. on Dec 23, 2009 12:39:25 GMT -5
[/b]: Su FengR.R.
“ Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding ”
database information,
NICKNAME: R.R.
AGE: 150 but appears 18
GENDER: Male
SEXUALITY: Heterosexual
NATIONALITY: Chinese
ALLIANCE: Neutral
RANK: None[/size][/ul]
combat statistics,
NIGHTMARE FRAME: staff will add this later
STRENGTHS:
- Immortality: To a certain degree he is immortal. He can't get killed by gun shot and his wounds quickly regenerate. However if someone was to master their geass, they have the power to take immortality from him.
- Intelligent:The male is very book smart and can easily gather information. He has his sources and it's through these information that he is able to find who he should give geass to.
- Calm: Rarely does he ever overact, he can keep his emotions within himself quite well. It makes it easy for him to kill people, even those that he is 'friends' with. Emotions never cloud his mind.
- Acting: One of the things he learned over the years is how to act well. He can fake being friends with someone to gather information. He is able to portray many traits that he does not have making it hard for people to actually see what he's thinking.
- Charismatic: He always know the right thing to say and is always so formal. A calm and smooth voice he looks intelligent to others making him a good persuader.
- Martial Arts: Before he became an immortal, he learned Bando Thaing and Taido.
WEAKNESSES:
- Lazy: R.R. really hates to do any kind of physical labor. He rather be the mastermind behind everything before he actually becomes to the actor. Rarely would he ever do any actual work unless he has to in order to secure his future or he sees some uses for the person.
- Lying: The male has a habit of constantly lying even when he doesn't have to. Lies will come in his head before the truth ever can. This makes it hard for him to actually connect to people with his real self.
- Unmotivated: Rarely does he ever try his best. He only does the amount he thinks he would need.
- Belittle: It's hard for him to make actual compliments for others. Even when it comes to acting, complimenting them is hard for him. He rather just belittle them which is a habit he does get into once they know him long enough. Most of his belittling comes through his sarcasm.
- Dealing with emotions: One of the strangest thing about the immortal is that even though he understands humans so well as he had watched them over the years, he does not understand himself. He doesn't understand why he becomes attach to some of these humans or why at times he want to save them for no reason. Most of the times he can not understand his own emotions making him inwardly frustrated and confused.
- Low strength: The problem R.R. have even though his body is immortal is that it isn't strong. Due to the fact that before he became a contractor his body had always been weak due to the fact that he barely ate compared to others his age back then, his body didn't have much energy. Once he became a contractor his body no longer grew so even though he ate more, he never gained more strength. It makes it easy to knock him down and most of his hits won't do well to those with good endurance.
GEASS: None
CONTRACTOR: His contractor's name was X.X. but the man died giving R.R. his immortality.
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personal accounts,
R.R. is manipulative. He only sees humans as toys for his amusement. He doesn't really care about humans or what would happen to them. He doesn't feel guilty for using them nor throwing them away when he is done. Instead, he has fun watching them suffer. Very sadistic, he enjoys seeing them die and would sometimes kill them for fun. When he does kill them however, he always makes sure that it is one of the numbers as no one truly care about them, especially those that live in the ghettos.
When one first sees him, he is very polite and formal always calling them lady or sir before he addresses their name. He would laugh and joke around with people as if they had been friends for quite a while making him look friendly. It would also seems like he would agree with all of your opinions and ideal making him more likable to most people. A wolf hiding in sheep's wool, he will try to gain your trust only to use you later or maybe even kill you so he can see the look of betrayal on your face.
His idea of torture is rarely ever physical, he rather torture you mentally. This way he could see you scream as if he hurts you physically, well he might just accidentally kill you and that would ruin the fun now wouldn't it? Most of the time he tortures people by planting doubts into their head and making them paranoid of everyone and everything around them. Sometimes this would lead to the person kill others including his family which usually amuses him quite a bit on how pathetic humans become in his eyes.
Appearing close but is truly distant, he makes sure that no one knows anything about him other than what is necessary going as far as to change his name. Actually that would be a lie, he had forgotten his real name and simply made one up. Still he always make sure no one can see his intention unless he allows them too making it hard for those without a keen eye for detail to tell his usual hidden motive.
As a contractor, he gives out geass quite a lot. Most of the time though it is only for those who are poor and see what they would do with it. Unlike most immortals who give geass in order to lose their immortality, he gives the powers out to see people go mad as they lose themselves. It's always fun to see people give into power the moment they are given it. See how they slowly change and become hypocrites, empty shells of what they once were. A method of entertainment for him. Besides, when you live forever, you have to do something in order to have fun right?
Most of the time he can keep his emotions at bay very well by simply ignoring them. Although there are some things he have that he can't ignore such as his lust for ice cream. He always had a sweet tooth and ice cream was his favorite out of all the sweets. He finds it a delicacy due to the fact that he likes the cold. Most of the time though he tries to hide this and only have it once in a while. Another thing though that he can't hide is his fondness for animals, especially birds. He always have the urge to feed them or take care of them. He doesn't show this side to anyone after he became in immortal though.
Calculative, he always thinks ahead before he makes his move. He likes to predict things and see it come true. There are some occasions where his predictions are proven false though which irks him quite a bit due to the fact that he thinks he knows humans more than they know themselves. He's been living for a long time and have seen how they grow so shouldn't he know how they live? The patterns they always create, mistakes they reenact. They are creatures who can not learn from the past but rather always think that they would not stray from their paths.
Very lazy R.R. hates to do work of any kind. He prefer to keep his hands clean and have other people do the work for him, namely the geass users. However he does do work but only when it is necessary such as saving someone that would be beneficial to him in the future. In other words, unless he can benefit something out of it, chances are he was not going to do the work but rather just read a book or watch how the events would turn out. It's one of the fun of things.
A side that not many people see of him is the fact that he is very fair. He won't go ahead and just kill someone because he feels like it. He would only torture and kill those that come in his way only. Does he enjoy it? Yes, they were in his way and annoying him, why wouldn't he? Although fair also works in another way. If someone helps him, then he would feel that he owes them something and would do them a favor...to a certain degree. It can't be anything more than what they just did for him. He believes in equivalent exchange.
One of the strangest thing about R.R. though is the fact that he hates being touch in anyway way. Whether it is the hand or the shoulder, he would lash out as whoever touches him. He considers it sexual harassment and sees humans having tainted hands and being inferior compared to him. The only time he willing touches someone is to make a contract with them as he plans to kill them at the end before they could master his geass to kill him.
A masochist, he loves to feel pain that he would sometimes cut himself with a knife. At times, he would even stab himself at a vital point in front of the geass user just to go ahead and freak them out. It's always fun to add something new in life and seeing their shock face always amuses him to a very good degree. He also does it to keep track of time or just when he's bored and is done reading all of his books but is too lazy to go to the library or a bookstore to get some new ones
There are several geass users he's seen that has never gone mad with power...the ones he had to kill with his own hands. These are the ones that confuses him to no end on how they never lost themselves. He is very curious and always tries to learn more about them, their motivation and how strong willed they are. These are the ones he actually have respect for and well listen to a lot more compare to others. Even though he doesn't show it but he does open up to them more as he has been through what they've been through. These are also the ones he likes to mess around with as once they're geass have become permanent and they have not lost themselves, he would reveal to them that if they don't master their geass before he is bored of them, then he would gladly kill them.
ITEMS: Nothing
FAMILY: He doesn't remember any of them.
HISTORY: R.R. was born in China with a kind family. They would always take care of him and made sure that he was okay. They weren't rich though and were actually quite poor. Most Chinese were poor unless they were scholars but he didn't care. Back then though his name wasn't R.R., instead it was Su Feng. He had a decent amount of friends and lived a fairly normal life. He would go to school in order to learn getting high marks but since it was a small and poor school, no one noticed his talents other than the teachers and the students. Some of the neighbors have heard of it but they never cared that much so work never carried out.
When he was six though, he walked back home only to see that his father has left him. The man had owned too much debt and ran away. This saddened his mother who stopped. She didn't care any more and started to seclude herself. Eventually she died the year after, many stated that it was because of a broken heart, Su Feng was one of them. People wanted to take him in but the community was poor so they couldn't afford him. He was not angry at them, it only made sense. The town was kind of enough to bury his mother for him. At her burial, not a single tear fell down from his face. People had been curious and asked him why he didn't cry. He told them that his mother would have scolded him for crying so he didn't. The look they gave him was one full of pity because tears were swelling up but he would not let them fall. He had to be strong, especially since he was going to live alone now.
He didn't want to live in his hometown anymore and left. The town gave him some food but no money. He wandered around for a bit and came into a town when he barely had any food any more. The town was rich and so majestic that he instantly fell in love with it. The architecture, the clothes they wore, the material must have been hard to obtain. He had thought maybe someone would take care of him but no one did. They all cared about themselves, they didn't even give him any food. He didn't understand, they were rich so why couldn't they take care of him? Even though his hometown had been poor they did give him food and left overs. These people won't even give him a second glance. Eventually his food ran out and he was dying from hunger. At that moment, he felt scared. He had to obtain money somehow to get food. He was going to die if this went on. What was he going to do though? It wasn't like someone would have taken someone as weak and fragile as him to work. No, they would think that he was not worth the money they would have to pay him with.
Having no other choice, one day he found a kid and stole his money. Su Feng got lunch that day and was quite happy. Although he felt guilty, the aroma of food soon pushed the feeling away as he ate. He never got caught for it though as the people just walked along like nothing had happened. He noticed how easy it was to steal from kids, especially when they are alone. The people in the town have no sympathy so they would not do a thing. Yes, it would perfect, he could survive, he won't have a house but as long as he has food he can survive. His problem solved, he continued to steal from kids and soon he even started to steal from adults but he always made sure to not get caught and do it in a crowd where it would be hard to spot someone that's small like him.
A new problem arrived that winter though. It was getting cold and the streets were so freezing. He felt like he was going to freeze and his clothes weren't doing a good job of keeping him warm. He needed a house but he knew there was no way he could ever steal a house, it would be impossible. With only one choice, he walked around the streets in hoping to find an abandoned house only to find that there weren't any. How was he going survive this now? His body shuddered under the snow and the cold air. He could even see his breath. Determined to find a house just to survive for another day he continued to walk around. He fainted in front of a series of steps. His body couldn't take it anymore. The last thing his blue eyes saw was a man coming up to him looking worried.
To his amazement he woke up in a warm house. When Su Feng had opened his eyes he saw the kind man. He appeared to be his twenties named Bai Long. Confused he asked why the man had given him a place to stay. Everyone else didn't even want to look at him. The answer was not something he had expected. Apparently the man took pity on him. Pity? Why did the man felt pity for him but not everyone else? Also the house wasn't even a house but a shrine, a small one at that. Did Bai Long think he had enough money to raise him? Yet the man just smiled and stated that he was sure he would be able to do it.
During the first couple months Su Feng had always made sure to stay away from the man as he was still skeptical. He ate the food though which was meat...something strange for a shrine to have. Still he hate it nonetheless as he was hungry. It was always around those times where he ate, he noticed there was something not right with his care taker. The guy never ate, not once! He didn't look hungry or anything, he would just smile kindly and told the boy to not forget to clean his plates. It was just so strange. Did he eat at a different time or was he starving himself for the boy? If so then why? It frustrated him to no end as he twisted and tossed.
Even though he had a home though, his days of pickpocketing did not end. He wanted to be independent so he would always steal to buy himself some new set of clothes. There were times where he would even steal from a store though during their shopping trips. When that happen, Bai Long would always laugh and paid for him making the boy even more confused. Shouldn't he be yelled at for that? Was the man just crazy or something? It frustrated him to see why the man was so kind to him.
The kids would never play with Su Feng though due to the fact that he was poor. Also some of them remembered that he had stole from them or their family store. He never had anyone to play with other than Bai Long who he was always so skeptical. Still slowly he started to like the man. He was really nice and intelligent. They would talk about stories or even some of their past. Hearing stories he had a lot of fun and would always laugh. Emotions other than desperation started to emote from the boy. At times he would cry during one of those stories, especially about all of the people he had to leave for their good.
Through out the years though he noticed another strange thing about the priest. He had never aged, he always look the same. At the age of ten, he asked why. He needed to know, it was starting to kill him. So he asked him one day. At first though the man seemed hesitant but then told the boy that he was a contractor. Su Feng didn't believe in the idea of immortality as people have to die, it only made sense. Still the man never aged. He learned about the idea of geass and liked it. The ability of kings, he could become powerful and take care of himself. He could repay the man for his kindness. He had almost asked for the power but learned that the geass user would either go mad or take their contractor's immortality and life.Dinner that day was very quiet.
Days went by with the boy trying to decide whether he wanted it or not. He then remembered about the stories the old man had told him. The people he had met and saw died in front of his eyes. It must hurt to always see those close to you die, immortality always had a cost. It was no wonder why Bai Long lived in this small shrine. Feeling sorry for the man, he asked the next day if the contractor liked living. The man was hesitant but did not lie, he wanted to die. Su Feng begged the man to give him geass, this could be his way to repay, to let the man finally have the rest that he deserves. The boy knew how hard it was to live after his parents had died. The people he had to rob from, the cold streets with such uncaring people.
In the end he got his geass which was the ability to see into the future. Although there were problems with the geass, one of it is the fact that whenever he uses it he can only see the future through his right eye. The future is not just any future either, as he can only see how someone was going to die if they continue to live their life style. It scared him and sometimes he would even puke at horrifying sight but he keeps on using it none the less as the more he uses it the stronger he becomes. He would use the power in order to gamble and gain money. Yet for some reason even though he had kept using it, he couldn't master it well at all. He didn't understand why.
It was not until the age of thirteen did it become permanent.He started to lose himself and became terrified. Bai Long had regretted giving him the ability but it was too late. The man knew that he was doing this for him so he would always try to comfort the boy over the fact that his right eye was blind. The contractor slowly taught him martial arts in order for him to be able to calm his mind. It was the only thing he could do. Su Feng didn't step out of the shrine for five years due to the fact that he couldn't control geass and was scared to see even more horrifying deaths. He blocked he left eye with his hair so that he wouldn't see anyone but there would be times where the wind would move it revealing his right eye to the person so he could see their deaths. Thanks to the training though he was able to stay calm and acted fairly normal.
Eventually he got used to the sight of blood and death that he had became addicted to it. One he mastered his geass, he took Bai Long's life. Unlike with his mother, he cried because he took the man's life himself. He hated the tears so much that he forced himself to laugh as he cried. He lost his power to see people's death but he would always made sure that his hair would over his right eye still to remember.
As his life went on he saw the kids he used to steal from grow up to become men. He saw them walk around with a family and grow old with them. Su Feng started to wonder if this was how Bai Long saw things. It felt horrible but soon he became numb to it. He lived in the small shrine and would help kids out just like his deceased contractor had done. Eventually though he stopped introducing himself as Su Feng due to the fact that he didn't feel like he was himself anymore. He has changed so much he wasn't the innocent boy who got high marks nor was he the desperate orphan. No, he was an immortal now, he was no long human so a human name would not fit him. He gave himself the name R.R. standing for retribution and rebirth. He figured this was the right punishment for what he has done, how he had never warned the people of how they would die when he had geass, how he had stole from people and how he had always done wrong.
It was not until he became thirty-three did he had his first geass user. She was a girl who was kind and took care of some of the orphans. He couldn't believe it at first and thought she was up to something but then remembered Bai Long so he gave her a chance. He started to get to know her and learned that she had been a noble who was removed from the kingdom due to the fact that he father had argued with the emperor. She wanted power to help people even though she was weak due to the fact that she was born with an ill body.
R.R. remembered how he wanted to help Bai Long and introduced her to the power of geass. She had the ability to influence people's thoughts with her own. Although her powers didn't work for him. She was able to do so much and he fell in love with her. Yet as she grew older, he stayed the same, his time has stopped. He was not human, he could not age. He never told her that he loved her and watched her met another boy. She fell in love with him, he couldn't take it though and killed the boy. When she stared at him, she called him a monster and hated him. She killed herself so she could be with that boy. As he saw the room was filled with blood and saw the crimson liquid in his hand, memories of the visions his geass had given him came and he started to laugh even though tears were falling. He laughed at the emotions of sadness he felt, he laughed at the bitter memories his mind produced but most of all he laughed at how stupid he was to actually care for a human. He had easily killed that man and he was the one that granted her that stupid wish she had. Yet she loved a weak man, heh, humans were such disgusting creatures, to think he was once like them.
No one had suspected that he killed the two, most of the citizens didn't even know him which made it perfect. As time went by he started to make more geass users and saw them slowly go mad. Always promising that he would be there for them to which he was but only physically. He enjoy seeing them went mad and sometimes even going as far as suicide just to end their madness for power. He saw people slowly lose themselves and enjoyed every second of it. Although there were few that were strong enough to get their geass to two eyes but before they could fully master it, he would always kill them and laugh at how stupid they were trusting him as they die.
Soon he was bored with China and wanted to go somewhere else. He was bored with the scenes and the shrine. As time went by he started to forget those who were close to him. He forgot his parents, the people he stole from, even some of the first geass users and Bai Long. The only thing he could remember about the man was that he made a contract with him and that was it. He soon moved over to Japan after stealing enough money and now is looking for someone to give a contract to.[/size][/ul]
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